It’s a cycle
December 6, 2009
Usagi
My moods go up and down in a horrible cycle. It’s something I’m used to but when it comes to voice acting it gets in the way. I’ve seen a few other VAs who do it and I try not to do so in a public way, however things just eat at me.
Despite being cast in things and being scouted for things it still really gnaws at me when I don’t get a part I wanted. Even though I had little hope of getting said part, it still feels like a world of pain. I’ve tried out for the character in multiple projects but never get the part so I’m starting to think it’s just not meant for me; which is rather disheartening.
I’m not doubting my skills since I get other parts but I guess I’m just realizing it’s time to give up on this one. Of all my vocal self doubts is that, even if I am skilled and get roles I can’t do the voice type I want to do or can’t sound the way I want to sound. I gave up a long time ago on roles that went against my voice type and now it’s time to give up on this certain character; I’ll just stick to being people’s mothers.
In other news, I haven’t been doing much. I sent out a few auditions, got a few new parts and did a few more lines. I’ve been slacking off talking to people. Despite still being annoyed at certain people I do enjoy talking to some. I’m having a bit of trouble juggling talking to people and doing lines and ya know…actually sleeping. lol
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D-Mac |
December 7, 2009 at 8:36 am
Try not to feel too discouraged. Rest assured, we all face this at one time or another.
I have a feeling I know which sorta role you’re referring to, and I think it’s something you’re capable of. You’re still fairly new to AVA at this point, so it’s hardly worth giving up on such characters entirely. When it gets frustrating, you’re better off just taking a break from those auditions for a little while.
Which leads me to ask: Do you ever take time to study the performances of others who -are- getting cast for this kind of role on a regular basis? ie: Taking note of differences that really stand out to you, compared to how you might’ve delivered the very same lines. Then, using these differences to influence your future auditions.